In My Absence

In My Absence

. . . the blogging world still grew in numbers, some people still stole articles/entries to put in their blogs, some people stopped writing and some very handful of people awaited my return.

My life has been hectic and erratic and topsy turvy as the Fall term is about to end. Halloween just passed us by and soon, snow will fall and the gift-giving month would come. I have been alienating myself from this blog for sometime, for reasons I would rather not elaborate on. I still write but finding free time to write is the hard part. Everything I have to do is to be on a schedule, on a list. Though half of the time I am not able to finish the list I made, I still have to do it. I guess, I do the list because of habit.

I've been doing some personal reading. I'm reading Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke. It is somewhat the politics/history of magic. It's a very thick book and so I haven't been able to finish it though I got it a few weeks before Halloween. Recently, I have been reading on Co-Dependency. Why such a topic? Well, I am trying to make some sense in some of the events that happened to my life. I guess, I am heeding some of the people who kept on telling me to "psychoanalyze" myself. Funny, how I hear Sir J's voice in my head, specially when I read about how FEAR is the primary emotion. FEAR is what fuels us in our lives. Tsk! Tsk! Some of you my dear readers, would probably give me the cat-eye and then smirk on how sweeping my statement was. But try to think about it? FEAR really is the primary emotion in our lives.

I also bought myself a CD-Player. The i-pod I've been dreaming of have to still be a dream because I still have a lot of bills to pay up. I also enrolled to a gym but haven't really found time to go to it since I joined two weeks ago. Hopefully this weekend I'll be able to go. I have mastered doing the household chores except cooking. I still have this FEAR of hot oil touching my skin.

Winter's almost here. The highest temperature here the past week was 10 degrees Celcius and the lowest was. . .oh! nevermind that! It's always somewhere in the negatives. I have to bundle up whenever I had to go out.

As people say: "The world doesn't stop because you're heartbroken. . ." in my case, the world doesn't stop just because you feel freezing cold!

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I am Angel. . .and I am back!