{ Ramblings }

Hello Blogging World!

Its been a long while since I last posted anything in this blog. My blog's going to turn a year older and it seems like I still stink when it comes to writing. But come to think of it, at least I've got something to keep me busy other than school or else I would probably be in the basement of Makati Med right now acting out all the issues and other things in my cluttered mind.

I know you're all wondering what kept me from the blogging world these past weeks. I know you're all wondering how I am doing with regards to the phase I'm going through. I know you're all wondering what the hell happened to me. Well, I busied myself these past weeks with school work. Reacquainted my heartbroken self with the life I had before all the drama happened. Talked to people I haven't talked to for quite sometime. Bought an SLR cam and am trying to learn how to take good photos. Befriended winston and west again. And sometimes, I let the sadness flood my being for a brief while and then after that I try to pick up the broken pieces of my dreams and my life. These were the things that kept me from the blogging world, but I am back at it again. Back to my first love: writing.

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Major Embarrassing Moment

Have you ever heard of the phrase: "thinking aloud"? This thinking aloud thing happened to me, again, last Friday. Me, mwah19, zaizai, and z were on our way out of our green and white school to have lunch at this new place which serves great chicken chops. The thinking aloud thing happened while we were in the intersection of the third and second floors of Miguel building when I saw this cute guy. I was thinking that he was gwapo but I didn't know that I blurted it out, rather loudly, that he was gwapo and the guy was in hearing in distance! Talk about major embarrassing moment. Zaizai tried to save my ass but to no avail. The damage has been done. Mwah19, Z, and Zaizai were laughing there ass off by that big boo-boo that I made. I was also so schocked by what happened. Hopefully, that gwapo guy would forget what happened last Friday.

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My Break-away Butterfly

I drew this butterfly two February's ago. This is how I felt when me and my ex-Honey first broke up. I'm posting this to remind me that this is what I am now and that I do not need anyone in my life to complete me. As it is, I am complete. Yes, I am sad but I am complete.

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I am Angel. . . still wading in her own sea of sadness.