{Senti}

Lyrics:  Linger  CrAnBeRrIeS

What the hell am I doing? I'm helping HIM get closer to the girl that he likes. People say that martyrdom isn't that popular anymore but why am I doing all these things for him to get closer to her? I know, I know! I'm not as pretty as her nor as intelligent as her but why can't he get a clue that I like him? Why does it seem that insensitive is his middle name? : (

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Went out with Ms. Mistress and M today. We watched SO CLOSE. Its supposed to be an action movie but in the middle of the film one of the lead actresses died and Ms. Mistress started crying her eyes out. I was kinda freaked out by her reaction. Didn't know that she was that emotional. . .

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Spent the day half-wishing if I could just vanish into thin air. Was too intoxicated by the feelings I am having towards HIM. I feel that this wall that I've built to protect myself from hurt is suddenly cracking. My self restraint is getting weak every second of the day. My feelings for HIM slowly increasing exponentially. Its just too frigging bad that HIM likes someone else. I wish he would just open his eyes and see that someone likes him.

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I am Angel. . . currently stereotyped as Girl Friend material.