{Bitching about. . .}

Lyrics:   Never Gonna Let You Go  Faith Evans

I made quite a big mistake. Spilled my guts out and, now, I'm reeling from what might happen. I just couldn't contain my feelings for him anymore. I made a huge mistake. Things might suddenly be off between us. I guess I should stay away from him awhile. He likes someone else. He really, really, really likes someone else. I would have to be contented with the friendship we both have. I have to get my stuff together. I have to forget whatever it is that I am feeling for him. He doesn't like me at all. I really do hope this is just one of those momentary feelings. I'm his friend. He confides his secrets about Miss Lucky Girl. I wish Miss Lucky Girl would look his way, so I could stop feeling whatever it is that I am feeling for him. I wish him and Miss Lucky Girl would hook up soon so I could be contented and at peace with just being friends with him.

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I feel really bad because it feels like I am betraying HIM. He freely trusts me with his secrets and now. . .What should I do to redeem myself and be back to the old Angel that I am towards him? Ang hirap ng ganito.