Monday, November 29, 2004

Thank You Misery

PRODUCTS OF MISERY
These are products of misery: my misery. I lay them down in front of you, not for you to call your own but for you to appreciate. If you do like them and would want to copy it to your own blogs please put my name on it (Angel a.k.a Carla Angela) on it because I own them. There are born out of my misery and my great heartache. Thank you very much!
MAG-ISA

Lalong lumalamig ang aking mundo
Habang pilit kitang kinakalimutan
Mas gusto ko pang malango sa alak
Upang hindi ko maramdaman
Ang lungkot, pait at sakit ng damdamin
Mas gusto ko pang matulog na lamang
At hindi na muling magising sa
Estado kong mag-isa. . .nag-iisa
Mas gusto ko pang hindi malaman na
Ang puso ko ay pumipintig
Ngunit akin itong nararamdaman
Pinanariwa ang hirap at sakit ng
Pagkabigo at Paglimoto
Ayoko ng makaramdam ng kahit na ano,
Dahil ako ay nag-iisa na talaga.



For YOU: Lost Soul

From my perspective
You are a hopeless case
Who's lost forever
In the abyss called confusion
Blinded by your misery
The Divine flew away
And never looked back
on You
No matter how you
look for it
Searching places that
the Divine never goes to
You will never have her again
You are nothing but
A hopeless case
A lost soul
Wandering
Your soon to be barren earth.

*****

I THANK YOU

You know who you are. We are miles apart and only a sucky mobile connection puts us two together, thank you for still being there for me. Who knows what crazy thing I would've done these past days if not for you. Thank you for comforting me and for the wise words you always imparted whenever we talk. Thank you for those Higher Beings for allowing for us to meet and be friends. You don't know how much it meant to me for you to listen to me while I cry, curse, complain, and whine about how misery seeped into my being. I know that you have better things to do with your time but you still waited for my call even though the sandman already visited you and sprinkled a little of the his sand on your head. Thank you for all the little things you did for me. Even though I don't say it often, Thank you so much and all the things you did would always be appreciated. Thank you for my superhero. Thanks super D for everything.

*****

I am Angel. . . still miserable.


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