{ Ramblings }

FREE MIND

For the moment, I'm going to let my cluttered mind wander and leave memories scattered in this reality that I've been living in for the past few months. I have been living the life of a BUM these past few days and it being a novelty is finally wearing off. LETHARGY started eating my insides since the start of Holy Week and is still slowly but surely consuming my savory insides. IDLENESS leads to boring entries, nonsense talks, loooonnnggg naps, and aching butt and back from sitting too much infront of my pc or watching too much tv.

I scatter around suppressed and repressed issues in my cluttered mind. People say I'm such an impulsive, emotional, and obssessive person. I tend to obessess about things. I act according to my impulse and my emotions. I tend to wallow. I tend to listen to a song I like over and over again until I get tired of it. I tend to wear my heart out on my sleeve. I have had crushes lasting weeks and some years. I have tried loving and failed miserably. I fit imperfectness and tactlessness like a custom-made leather glove. A lot of people see through me. The thought that other people might have a hidden agenda scares and troubles me a whole lot. The thought that I am feeling lonely also scares me.

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I am Angel. . .writing non-sense!