{ Ramblings }

At Long Last. . . A New Entry

Its been quite awhile since I wrote my last entry. Zaizai reminded me that my pc is already fixed and hinted that it was time for me to post a new entry. This comment was seconded by Mwah19. Actually there are many reasons why I haven't updated my blog. Firstly, I had a lot of school stuff to do. Second, I didn't know what to write. Third, I page long entry that I was supposed to post but something went wrong with my pc and my entry went kaput! Fourth, I didn't know what to write.

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Schedule

Funny how my schedule seems to be bursting in it seams. I couldn't even find time to go visit some important people in my life. I couldn't even go on a spontaneous mall trip to go look for new pants (which I need to get ASAP!). I haven't seen a movie since god knows when. My life seems to be a tad bit of a routine these days. Hell week's just around the corner. There are a lot of times this term that I resorted to cramming in order to finish some project or presentation. Most of the time I come to school unprepared for a speech or a presentation but thank goodness for those Supreme Beings up there that just makes my day and presentations ok.

Just a couple of minutes ago, I've finished "mapping" or rather "spreading" my 53.5 units left in my undergraduate study in my green and white school. I never really had a concrete goal during my entire four years and counting stay in my green and white school, but due to certain people and certain "embarrassing" situations/scenarios I've decided that I should graduate next December, 2nd term of SY 2004-2005. Hopefully, I'll be able to reach this somehow "impossible" goal.

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Conflicting logic and emotions

Strange but I feel secure these days. I know there are innumerable uncertainties in this thing that I have with Honey. But, somehow, these days I feel secure. I don't know why. Its strange. I've already surpassed the 14 days of thinking and I guess my decision is to hold on and stay. I know there are a lot of people opposing my current decision but I just have to do this. Call me names like stupid, martyr, abused and stupid and your name-calling will just fall on deaf ears. I am somehow finally believing the stupid song of SALBAKUTA: STUPID L.O.V.E!

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I am Angel. . . happy for the moment.