{ Ramblings }

COMPUTER WOES

Since my beloved pc broke down a couple of weeks ago I've resorted satisfying my somewhat insatiable hunger for blogging and surfing the net by frequenting several different cafes of different suckiness state. I've also increased my spending because of this, ergo, my money in my flashy atm/credit card is down to almost non-existent! Tsk! Tsk! I really should make time to have my pc fixed.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ITAY!

Its my Tatay's birthday today. I should be happy and partying because birthdays are supposed to be that, unfortunately, my midnight talk with my Tatay dampened my spirits. There are a lot of things going on again in my Tatay's head and I fear that a volcano is about to erupt again. sigh!

Anyhoo, in my soon to be ritual of celbrating people's birthdays, I'll be sharing to you some of the things that I've been feeling with regards to my Tatay. My Tatay may not be the perfect, conotic, sosyal type of person but he is one helluva businessman. My Tatay may hate wearing formal attires like barongs and americanas but if and when he wears one watch out girls you're surely to fall in love with him. My Tatay may like going to icky places, eating icky things, and conversing with the MASA with a charisma which can be compared with ERAP [erm. . . before he was ousted] but he is one of the wisest and funniest man you can run to when you've got problems you'd like to share. My Tatay may not be one of the HUNKS or COSMOPOLITAN's 69 hunkiest and eligible bachelors but he sure is one great ITAY!

He might not be emotional present most of the time for us but his efforts of trying to reach out to you is one of the kind. This is my Tatay. He never became my one and only someone but he became my greatest love. He is my one and only Itay. ^_^

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WHY DO YOU LOVE ME?

* How would you deal when confronted with a somehow make or break question like this? * How should one answer within sounding fake, corny or overly buttering up?

For my Honey:
How can I find the words to intangible concepts that are running around my head and my heart for some time now? How can I put into words how much you mean to me? How can I show you what I mean and how I feel if we are oceans, seas and countries apart? How can I. . . .

Whew! I was speechless and tongue-tied when my Honey posted this question to me. I didn't know how to react. I didn't know what to say. I didn't know how to put my feelings into words and let it come out of my mouth. Tsk! Tsk! Yesterday was a highly emotional day for me and today its almost the same thing. I have a week to somehow put into words all these things that I'm feeling. I have a week to somehow make an intangible thing tangible. I have a week to polish my writing skills. I have a week.

Honey isn't really requiring me to do this but I wanted to do this. I want to see if I could put down in paper or in whatever medium I could use to tell him the things that have been going on in my head. Tsk! Tsk! Now, I'm really deep into this thing.

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FRIENDSTER

Yey! I've got seven (7) people in my friendster network. Yep! For the first time I'm getting into a fad while it is still a FAD! ^_^ hahaha! ^_^ anyhoo, thanks for those people who patiently and constantly drop by me blog. ^_^

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BUTTERFLY WINGS

My Japanese Acrobat Sister's li'l sister has butterfly wings. I haven't seen them but from my Japanese Acrobat Sister's description its one thing that I would give my right pointing finger for. hehehe! ^_^ I hate being a copycat but for once I wanted something like that ASAP! I would've bought the same butterfly wings had it been sold here in our country, unfortunately, I've got to travel all the way to the US of A for that butterfly wings. : ( Anybody there willing to donate any butterfly stuff to this butterfly worshipper brat? ^_^

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I am Angel. . . romantic friendster with butterfly wings!