{Senti}

 

Lyrics:  All I Have  J. Lo

Text-text-text . . .

Just going to share several text messages exchange of me and my dark chocolate Ex-Honey. This exchange that I'm going to share to you transpired last night after our 11 minute talk. . .


Ex-Honey (Using A Friend's Phone): I'm so depressed about the sad news, I didn't know D__ D__ would do something like that. He didn't even respect what we had, much of all he disrespected the girl I've loved the most. This is (Common Friend)'s phone pala. Kahit siya galit. I don't know how to apologize for what he did knowing na nakilala mo siya cause of me. Sleep ka na. I know you don't feel too well. I'm just here. Take Care.


Angel: Sorry about telling you that bad news. Wag kang ma-depress. Tapos na yun. Ok na ako. I've weathered thru it naman. Its not important naman. What's important is that we're talking again. I've waited a long time for u to get out of your solitary contemplation sana di lang dahil dito there's going to be a big gap again between us. I miss you too. I've been missing you for a long time. You are and will always b my greatest love. Its nice that your a part of my life again. Muahs n hugs Hon. Good night. Hope that we cud get to talk again. Don't forget to pray ok? ^_^ wag ka na sad ha? Smile ka lang. ^_^ salamat sa oras mo. ^_^


I called him Hon out of habit. I only realized what I did after I hit the send button.


*****


I don't know if this text message would affect whatever it is that we have. I don't know if I've stepped out of bounds of our thing. I don't know if he's going to call again. I don't know if we'll be exchanging text these coming days. I just hope I didn't make things more confusing as it is.


*****


Our talk last night almost lead to THE TALK! I was just so glad and relieved that the prepaid that he sent me conked out as soon as it sensed that our conversation was leading to it. I know I am stronger than before I'm just having doubts right now. I don't know why he still has this big and great effect on me.

*****

I am Angel . . . pessimism will get me through this.