{Bitching about. . .}

Lyrics:   Butterfly  MaRiAh CaReY

Trophy Girlfriends vs. Nurturing Girlfriends. . .

My day went alright. Things weren't that exciting nor too blah. HIM and I talked early in the morn of this day. While I was savoring Starbuck's coffee of the day and my smoke, HIM was fidgeting in his chair nonstop! While he was telling me his version of the issue and how he only liked me as a friend and nothing else, I was hysterically laughing at the back of my mind. HIM was being too polite. HIM pulled the I'm-not-ready-and-I-like-you-only-as-a-friend-and-nothing else stunt! That was sooooo LAME !!!! I am trying to comprehend and understand his lame reasons for not reciprocating my feelings. I can only explain it in so few words: I am not a trophy girlfriend.

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Ms. Mistress, Japanese Acrobat Sister, and Didahahaha wants to wring my neck because of this rationalization. They kept on saying that I shouldn't be depressed because some guy rejected me for not being a trophy girlfriend material. They say I have something in me that those models and trophy girlfriend materials put all together. They told me that I am such a wonderful person and an almost perfect girlfriend. I would really want to believe them but basing from my track record with regards to the boyfriend and girlfriend issue, I really don't think I have that X-Factorthat they're seeing.

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I don't get it! Why do guys fall for those trophy girlfriends material? I mean, why do they fall for those svelte figured, beautiful, smart-ass girls? Isn't individual character much more important than the superficial stuff? .: Angel :. Tsk! Tsk! And all of a sudden I am having issues with myself. . .

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Just want to say thanks to all my friends and my sisters. Sana di kayo magsawa. . .

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I am Angel. . . have two butterflies etched on my skin.