{Bitching about. . .}

Lyrics:   Without You  ChArLiE WiLsON

Blog-Hopping and Boobs!

Been blog-hopping for almost three hours already. Why can't I write like them people? My little space in this crazy and chaotic web world suddenly pales compared to these people's writing: jonathan, nocturnal angel and rastamataz. Sheesh! Ba't ba di ako naglabas ng malaking orocan ng magsabog si Lord ng talento sa pagsusulat?
All I am overflowing with are boobies with a cup C size! Geez! X (

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Some have it and some don't. And I'm tired of waiting and praying for someone that I know will never be mine again. I know I have moved on a long time ago but then again sometimes my thoughts stray back to an us that's long dead. I know I'm over you. I knew that a long time but my loneliness is greater than the fact that I am over you, hence, I keep on fantasizing that one day, soon, you'll come back to me and we'll try it another time.

I know I've got to wake up from this wonderland that I've been stuck too long now. I know I have to leave everything to the greater Beings up above. I know I have to leave all our issues just like you did. I know I have to but I don't know how and where to start. I'm still stuck here in the memory of us. But I know I am over you.

Sucks to be alone. Sucks when loneliness gets the better of each of us. Sucks when I know that I still love him but can't have him. Sucks that I am happy that he finally found the woman he's been looking for. Sucks wishing upon the first star I see every night and not getting my wish. Sucks having experienced to love and somehow be loved back. Sucks to have those poignant memories pop up in the weirdest times of the day. Sucks to be single and solo.

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Its been almost one year of being solo and single. Why can't I still be happy and find solace in being solo? Maybe it is human nature to yearn to be loved after all no man is an island.

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I am Angel. . . a trying hard Philosopher.