{Senti}

Lyrics:  Without You  Charlie Wilson

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I've been missing something in my life that I couldn't really put my finger on. I know I am whole but somehow there's this missing part in me. I've been looking for something that I know I have been looking for my entire life, its just that I still couldn't find it. I don't know if its happiness that I am missing. I know it is not happiness. I am happy right now. I have the heartiest and infectious laughter in my class. I know I am happy. But why is it that I feel empty.

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I couldn't fathom why everything in life should have some sort of trade-off. It feels like life is one big gamble rather than one big party these days. Why is it that we couldn't just be indefinitely happy? Why is it that whenever we are happy we fear that our happiness would just end with a blink of an eye? Why is it that love never stays? Why does loving have to been painful?

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I hate being alone. The heat coupled with my being single is definitely messing up my mind. . . B I G time!!!! Human combustion is possible and plausible. I think I'll be combusting one of these days.  . .

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Hmmm. . . I am thinking if I am going to have another tattoo. The tattoo would have to integrate my new katutubong name Buhawi and my nickname Angel. Please help me decide whether I should get another one or not. ^_^

FYI: I've got two butterflies tattooed on my right back shoulder. ^_^

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I am Angel. . . Buhawi Combustion!