{Bitching about. . .}

Lyrics:  Wherever You Will Go   ThE cAlLiNg

Its incredible how certain predictions could have such effects on people. My dear Nanay went to her spiritualist/healer/soothsayer/seer-of-the-impending-future friend. She went to this friend "help" her with some problems with regards to some business deals [ as if her friend is a business analyst of some sort!] (eyebrows raised to heavens >> Angel << ). As a side note to her confiding her problems with our business, she asked her friend what my future is in store for me. . . .As I expected, I am again, about to get pregnant this year and that I wouldn't be able to finish school. This prediction always comes up every time she goes to her soothsayer friends! J***S C****T! Can't they invent something new to predict for me?!? My Nanay is sniffing around my stuff again, trying to see if I've got somebody new ( Boyfriend). I'm still waiting for the right man Nanay.

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I'm contemplating if I should stay away from Jolly Rower Boy for awhile. Maybe if he didn't hear from me for quite some time he'll have enough courage to take action on his liking me and me on the other hand would be able to assess what I would want to happen with our friendship. I am not denying that I think and feel that I like him but I don't know if that'll be enough for me to go through certain complications that would result if we took our friendship/relationship up another notch. There're certain things that is bothering me like: the time frame-- schedule of our dates (he's working and I'm studying, I'm free Saturday and Sunday, he's free god only knows when!), the distance-- he lives in Bulacan, he works in Ortigas; I, on the other hand, lives in Manila,and his awkwardness, coldness and indifference that's really bothering me. His words are conflicting. He tells me he likes me and would want to go out with me but he wouldn't text me unless I text him first. Jolly Rower Boy acts like he's a gradeschool kid!