{ Ramblings }

ON BEING A KID AGAIN. . .

Taken during our Cam's birthday a couple of months back.

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JUNE 7th

If ex-Honey and me were still together today would mark our fourth year as a couple, fortunately, we're not together anymore. But there's still this feeling that is tugging at the seams of this semi-perfect life I've created. This feeling still gives importance to this day. This feeling wants me to remember a past long gone. I did give in to this feeling for a few moments. I celebrated this day by dining alone in Karate Kid while surrounded by couples. The skies cried there heart out for me while I tried to summon tears that have long dried up. It's hard to cry without tears.

Someday, I will treat this day as one of the many days in the calendar. Someday, I will forget that June 7th marks the day that I let myself get to know love. Someday, I will not celebrate anything on this day. Someday, I will forget that June 7th once was a special day for me.

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MY FISHERMAN

It's been a long while since I wrote anything about my fisherman. I haven't seen him for the longest time and I'm afraid that he has forgotten me already. I'm afraid that the last memory that he has of me has something to do with my childishness.

As the day for me to leave nears, I am starting to miss people who have affected my life so much. My fisherman is one of them. Hopefully, when we are both not busy we would have time to hang-out and basically, talk about anything under the sun. I guess what I am saying is that I am missing my fisherman.

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I am Angel. . . found peace and happiness amidst the confusions.