{ Ramblings }



Hey! Hey! Hey!

I'm back from my pc-imposed "hiatus"! ^_^ My pc's still busted and my li'l HipHop Bro's preventing me from using the net from home because of these weird viruses going on around our cyberworld. Tsk! Tsk! First that dang blaster worm, now, this SoBig virus which is like a ticking time bomb. Rumor has it this SoBig virus will bid us goodbye this September 10. I'm just hoping there won't be any major viruses that would bring my crashed pc into further crashdomehood. Tsk! Tsk!

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Updates in my life:

> > This week is our Finals week in my green and white school. I still am not feeling the pressure that caused some trichotillomania in some of my friends. I'm somehow, miraculously, breezing through this week. I still have my smile and my weird laughter. ^_^

> > As I mentioned before my pc's still busted. She went to two Techie doctors already, 10 reformats and she's still sick. Tsk! Tsk! Mario Techie Doc told me there's probably something wrong with pc's motherboard. Tsk! That's a ten grand replacement dudes and dudettes! Anybody willing to donate that much to this poor Angel? ^_^

> > The love aspect of my life is kind of picking up. Dating is still my middle name. December seems such millions of light years away. Honey would probably kill me if he found out how many (?) guys and times I've dated these month. Tsk! Tsk! Aids already shaking his head at me whenever he asks how my lovelife is. Tsk! tsk! He even tagged me as a playgirl! No, I am not one. The way I see it, I am just meeting and getting to know people. Widening my circle of friends. ^_^

> > After a couple of weeks of dieting, I am again adding pounds to my already overweight body. If my pre-med friends see me now they'll probably give me a rundown of the names of medicines, alternative or not, that would help me lose my "unwanted" pounds. Hmmm. . . As if I care! hahaha! ^_^ Better be a cuddly boo than a stick chopstick anorexic/bulimic young adult right? Besides, people still find me cute. Those who have violent reactions with that last statement see our familly lawyer. ^_^

> > I'm attending bible study courtesy of Messenger: Dan's church. What would one say about these things? Well, I found it enlightening. The topic somehow made me think. Learned that God does not or has a hard time forgiving two things: 1) unforgiveness and 2) grieving the Holy Spirit. I also learned a couple of trivial matters like how much a talent is and that one sin is equivalent to one life, etc. I'll be attending another session later after my psycme exam! Shoot! Now that explains why I have this nagging voice inside my head that I should go read my Anastasi book. . .

> > My dad's wanting me to get reacquainted with some old ghosts. He also want me to go get him a therapist and a new doctor. I'm still thinking if I should bring him to my own doctor which I haven't gone to for quite some time now. I would probably get a lot of sermon from that doctor. Tsk! Tsk! Fortunately, I haven't been experiencing any relapse of my sickness. Thank God! ^_^

> > Honey's still calling me. He's been so sweet that his sweetness is somehow making me think if he did something really bad. Knowing the Honey from the past. . . But as people say, we should give him the benefit of the doubt. Maybe he really changed his color and now is a sweet, lovable, loyal guy. . . or not! hehehe! ^_^

That's all the news I could muster for now. The heat in this computer shop is making some beads of sweat come out of my forehead. Tsk! Tsk!

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I am Angel. . . voluptous but happy butterfliedbrat! ^_^