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Lyrics:  Lately  Stevie Wonder

 

Love views . . .

Ended my special day yesterday with a good long getting to know each other talk with THE MESSENGER. We talked about a number of things. . .from why I wanted to get to know him more to him being one of those few special people chosen by God. We talked about dreams. And we also talked about my favorite topic (according to him) LOVE.

The Messenger's question about why I am sooo interested in people's love lives still rings in my ear. That question and accompanied by some other things, somehow prompted me to get to know myself more. Somehow it made me THINK more. . .

During the time I was talking to The Messenger, I told him that I was interested in people's love lives because it gives me a glimpse of their entire personality. I know its hard to understand but the re-telling of events in a person's love life is a tall order for that person but if he is able to share what went thru his life it somehow makes you understand that person more. I know it seems like I'm talking nonsense here but I believe that a person goes through the cycle of life once (s)he experiences love.

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Here's an excerpt from my journal regarding my views about love and somehow it also answers The Messenger's question regarding my fascination with other people's love lives. . .

" . . . Loving really is living. You learn how to breath and care for someone, you learn that there are different emotions involved in loving, you learn the words
sacrifice, compromise, honesty, hurt and pain, you somehow "die" when the
relationship ends and you get re-"born" again after accepting how things have to be, moving on, living a single life again and loving yourself. . ." -- Angel's Journal May 18, 2003

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I am Angel. . .the Best Friend Material.