{Bitching about. . .}

Lyrics:   Don't Speak  No DoUbT

Something's frigging wrong with my pc again! Grrr! X (

There ain't a decibel of sound that's coming out of my almost two year old desktop speakers. Times like this makes me want to hurl invectives towards the pc god if ever there is such a thing. I am sooo stupid when it comes to computers. My brothers and preggy Nanay's complaining about our no sound pc! They couldn't enjoy their respective Mp3's and dvd movies!

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I've unearthed my first ever The Cranberries tape! Found another warrior song for my very bruised and still somewhat open wounded heart. I wrote everything I was feeling yesterday in my uncensored journal. Here's a glimpse of what was there yesterday. . .

No Need to Argue

There's no need to argue anymore

I gave all I could

But it left me so sore

And the thing that makes me mad

Is the one thing that I had

I knew, I knew, I'd lose you

You'll always be special to me ,to me

And I remember all the things we once shared

Watching TV movies on

The living room armchair

But they say it will work out fine

Was it all a waste of time

Cause I knew, I knew, I'd lose you too

You'll always be special to me, to me

Will I forget in time, I

You said I was on your mind

There's no need toargue

No need to argue anymore

There's no need to argue anymore

 

In memory of the death of my youth and idealism. Dedicated to an eternally lost couple Gela and Nyl. In commemoration of the good and the bad times of a withered premature love relationship. It is safe to say that I have finally moved on and recovered from a fatalistic fanaticism and obsessive and possessive love.

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Awww. . .shucks! I am and will forever be a hopeless romantic.