{Bitching about. . .}

Lyrics:   Somebody  DePeChE MoDe

I am feeling bad with a big letters S A D! I was watching this Martin and Pops concert at the wee hours of the morn and tears just suddenly flowed through my eyes. I don't know why I cried last night. The tears came out of nowhere. I am so sad last night to the point that I called up Cutie Mech just to amuse myself but I just ended up hurting myself and Cutie Mech. I think he wasn't prepared to talk to me and after the texting and the call I just bided him my final goodbye. Due to my S A D, which by the way is a far more incurable sickness than SARS and AIDS, I even texted Cutie Mech with a sappy goodbye text that I churned out. I'll share with you the text so that you'll know how sappy sad I was this early part of April 28:

Goodbye this time doesn't mean

au revoir or until we meet again.

It means forgetting being friends

and building a bridge.

It means moving on.

That's why I am saying

Goodbye to You!

Sickly sad isn't it?

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We are about to bid goodbye to April and say hello to May. When May 26 comes by, I'll be saying goodbye to a whole full year without my dark chocolate ex-Honey. I'll be saying hello to another year of being single.

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S I N G L E. Such a lonely word this S I N G L E is. It somehow makes your tongue roll inside your mouth when you say it. There's a pinch in your heart whenever you or somebody else describes yourself as such. There's this haunting feeling of loneliness and a sense of instability when you are single. You are whole and complete but still feels like there's something lacking. S I N G L E is such a lonely word.

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I am Angel. . . I am Single!