{Bitching about. . .}

Lyrics:  Faith   LiMp BiZkIt

This butterfly brat a.k.a Angel's heart is suddenly broken into little tiny pieceses. : (

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Help! I'm in a DILEMMA!

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N**o's wooing me back. Jolly Rower Boy's suddenly had second thoughts in taking our friendship into another level. JRB's telling me that he wants to know me more first before we both take in the red pill. Funny thing is, he wants me soooo much to be his *special friend* [ Angel *gags* special friend lang?!? ]. Hay. . .As always. . . I'm the ever understanding butterflybrat even though my heart and ego's crushed and now are just splintered pieces.

 N**o, on the other hand, called me at 3 a.m. last Monday. He was threatening that he's going to kill himself if I don't accept his nth time offer of reconciliation and me being his girlfriend. It was a pretty scary experience. I could hear that very weird clicking sound of the barrel of a gun when being played with. I didn't know what to say. I was looking forward to a serious relationship with Jolly Rower Boy.

What should I do? Stay with someone who loves me or go for the guy I really like/love?

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I am in a writing drought these days. Its not that I don't have anything to say, I do have a lot to say!, its just that my being's stuck in this weird spaced out world that I don't know how and where to start writing.

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The weather yesterday was thick, a tad bit cloudy and kind of problematic.

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I am Angel. . . crushed by my crushing on J.R.B!