{Bitching about. . .}

Lyrics:  Wherever I May Roam   MeTaLlIcA

PUTANG INA!

Sorry I just had to say that. Its normal for me to be green but it seems like that I am oh-so-suddenly being typecast as an easy lay, easy girl or in short, a S L U T!!! Damn! I am not aS L U T neither a W H O R E!!! Geez! Is it because I speak my mind or because I am just oh-so-tactless that's why people mistake me for those stereotypes that I just mentioned? SHIT kayo! You very well know who you are. Thanks so much for making me feel bad. You don't even know the REAL me!

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I HATE break-ups! I hate break-ups! I hate break-ups!

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It seems like this year is somehow a connection of the year that was. I mean, I branded year 2002 as the year of break-ups. It started with Heartbroken Nerdy Boy and Lizzard's break-up. Then, my ex-dark chocolate Honey followed suit and left me. Then, a few other close couple friends' relationships starting crumbling from the sides and before 2002 ended, I was left with a number of girlfriends and boy friends crying their eyes out and cursing high heavens for the heartache that they were experiencing. A couple of mornings ago, another friend of mine told me that he just broke up with his girlfriend of 5 years. I was soooo affected by their break up. They were one of the couples that I really admired and looked up to and now, those 5 years are just in shambles. After that talk or rather chat, another friend from high school called me out of the blue, crying and telling me that her girlfriend just broke up with her! Geez! And now, all these break-ups are taking its toll on my emotional and mental health. I am D E P R E S S E D!

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I am Angel. . . and am K.S.P.!