Friday, March 07, 2003

{Bitching about. . .}

Lyrics:  Power Of Two   InDiGo GiRlS

I had a frigging headache when I woke up yesterday. It felt like something between a jack hammer hammering (bad pun!) in my head and a blood vessel is being squeezed by my epidermis. Geez! I wasn't able to go to Sir J's class today because of this. :(


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Met a new friend today. He's name is Z*l*i*n, and (drum roll please!) he's not an engineering guy! (hooray! hooray!) He says that he is aGAY STRAIGHT MAN but I really feel that he is a STRAIGHT GAY MAN. Sometimes my gay radar really stinks and I hopefully this is that time! ^_^ He's extremely
gorgeous
and tall.

While laying on my bed and pondering on things that happened to me today, I got scared when I realized that we (Z and I) had so much things in common. It felt like he is my male specie counterpart. He's brutally frank, tactless, crazy, "green", and always seem like there's this smile pasted on his face. I, on the other hand, am also brutally frank, tactless, demented, corrupted and very much green, and always seem like I've snorted cocaine or I've ODed on LSD or Laughing gas.


A friend of our said we gel well together. Whatever that means! Anyhoo, I'm just happy that my buddy list is growing exponentially! ^_^


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What is wrong with OUR time? J*s*s C*r*s*! I hate Filipino Time.


I was supposed to meet Heartbroken Nerdy Boy somewhere near my green and white school around 3 pm yesterday. My extremely noisy class in compana ended 15 minutes earlier than usual (it normally ends 2:20 pm). So I killed time smoking in Agno Republic, milling around school, and bugging Myra (my compana classmate). Heartbroken Nerdy Boy texted me around 2:45 informing me that his best friend MJ will be tagging along. That was fine by me. 3:10 rolled by and I was getting restless. Called them up but no answer. When I was debating with myself (around 3:40) whether I should stay or not in our comfy student filled conservatory, H.N.B texted me and informed me that they were already at starbucks! Putcha naman! Grabe na eto! (ooopsie! rabid Conotic Kuneho speaking here)


We were supposed to meet at 3 pm inside our green and white school. Now, they tell me, after making me wait for 40 minutes, that they are already in starbucks. GeeZ!


(..::Angel::.. is fuming mad!)


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Heartbroken Nerdy Boy's lips seemed zip-locked by some unknown force. I could still feel his sadness. He smiles and laughs but it doesn't reach his eyes. When I looked at him straight in his eyes, I feel like I'm being sucked into the emptiness, loneliness and sadness that has consumed him. I feel so helpless.


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I am Angel . . . the almost perfect rah-rah girl friend!


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Yesterday was an aerophage-guy-watching-headache-cultivating-momentary-sadness filled day.


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