Senti

Lyrics: I feel for you KYLA

Sometimes loneliness is magnified by the darkness and silence of the night. It makes you think of the past that is supposedly long gone. I�ve advertised in the obituaries of the memories of people I talk to that I�ve long buried my dead past. I guess somehow I did but there are times--- like tonight--- that the stench of the corpse of an �us� that never worked out gets to me. It makes me wonder when I�ll be able to get out of this ex stereotype that I am holed right now. The shadow of a couple that I could only conjure in my memory still lulls over me. . . It�s a wretched feeling still being associated with the person who broke your heart. It still seems like such a big issue whenever people get a hold of the old news that me and my former honey are not anymore the perfect sweet idealistic couple that people remembered us to be. We have already separated ways and are living a somehow �normal� life apart. But it seems like people can�t stomach the idea that the �us� are now two different individuals with different (clashing) points of views and varied taste in lifestyle. It�s sickly and insanely hilarious how people suddenly conjure up funny salient events whenever they know that a couple oh-so-suddenly broke up. People usually try to sympathize with the dumped that it makes me think, what is it in being dumped that could be soooo insanely uniting? For once, I am the center of everybody�s attention. I have them bedazzled by the yellowed and cobwebbed stories of the bloodied insane and childish fights that I had with my dark chocolate former honey. After this, I�d be bellowing to them that WE ARE NOT AND WILL NEVER BE TOGETHER ANYMORE! Can�t they just leave things as they are? Why do they have to mess up my mind with inane rhetoric, stupid expectant and knowing looks, and out of this world poking and prodding questions? GeeZ! I�m single and free! I�m over him!