This is how I am now that you're gone

I stare but do not see.
I am numb yet I feel.
I hear but not listen.
I am drained of life yet still full of it.
This is how I am now that you've left me.
I am damaged and now more damaged.
I want to talk to you, hear you out, and be with you
But you chose to exclude me from your life.
You once said I was the one you cared for the most
But here I am in the dumps trying my hardest to get over you.

I thought I said this was nothing but fun.
I guess, I was dead wrong.
If wanting to mean something to you
Equates to attachment to you
Then I am. . . I was attached to you.
I will miss you and our little habits.
I will miss you, my ever Dearest Stranger.

We're Over

I force myself to normalcy these past few days. I would rather crawl in my bed and sleep the day away. I force myself to smile and act happy while the pain inside me is slowly killing me. Why am I still in so much pain when I knew that this would not go on forever? Why am I still reeling from your actions when you've done the same deed as before? Why am I still eagerly waiting by my phone hoping that somehow you'll still call? There wasn't any formality when we started but why do I expect an explanation for this informal and rude way of you cutting me off? I don't exactly know what I am feeling right now. I know I should be mad at you but I couldn't. I wish things were easier. I wish that somehow in some strange way and for once, things would go my way; but with the stupid and dumb luck I have. . . The farthest thing imaginable is what's going to happen. I wish I could just talk to you for one last time. I wish thing were different. I wish I am not in pain. I wish that somehow I made a difference in your life.

FUCK!

MANEATER

By NELLY FURTADO

[Timbaland:]
Take it back, take it back...

Verse 1-
Everybody look at me, me
I walk in the door you start screaming
Come on everybody what cha here for?
Move your body around like a nympho
Everybody get your necks to crack around
All you crazy people come on jump around
I want to see you all on your knees, knees
You either want to be with me, or be me!

Chorus-
Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut some cards
make you fall real hard in love
She's a Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut some cards
Wish you never ever met her at all!

Verse 2-
And when she walks she walks with passion
when she talks, she talks like she can handle it
when she asks for something boy she means it
even if you never ever see it
everybody get your necks to crack around
all you crazy people come on jump around
you doing anything to keep her by your side
because, she said she love you, love you long time!


Chorus-
Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut some cards
make you fall real hard in love
She's a Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut some cards
Wish you never ever met her at all!

[Chants]

Chorus-
Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut some cards
make you fall real hard in love
She's a Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut some cards
Wish you never ever met her at all!

Outro-
Never ever met her at all!
you wish you never ever met her at all!
you wish you never ever met her at all!
you wish you never ever met her at all!
you wish you never ever met her at all!
you wish you never ever met her at all!
you wish you never ever met her at all!
you wish you never ever met her at all!


Chorus-
Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut some cards
make you fall real hard in love
She's a Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut some cards
Wish you never ever met her at all!